Never going to pin me down, shifting from place to place, all around
you yet nowhere to be found. Meditating in the dark, pondering life's
mysteries. I have felt the worst feeling, still my bleeding heart beats,
covered by its metal armor, till one comes along who can break it down. I am
the runner in the shadows, and this is my introduction.
I promised... that I would love you, and I do, that I would be there and I was. I
said that I would protect you, that if the world was falling away and I could
save one person, it would be you. I said I would move mountains, hold back the
sea, and fight the masses. I would take a bullet for you, I just never thought it would be from you.
Past, Present, Future by Shadowrunner309, literature
Literature
Past, Present, Future
Past,Present, Future. The Past is useless, you cannot change it, learn from it. The
Future is unknown, you cannot predict it, do not worry about it. The Present is
in your control, make the most of it.
Cast-iron Heart
Cold, hard metal. No longer feeling, no longer beating. What once was warm, now iced over. The steady beating replaced long ago by metallic ticking.
I look the same, but you can see something has changed. The warmth is gone, everything seems to be carefully thought out, calculated, all emotion gone.
Pain? What is pain? Pain has no meaning; I feel nothin
My Expectations and My Tears by Shadowrunner309, literature
Literature
My Expectations and My Tears
My Expectations And My Tears
My heart is heavy as I write this; you can it beating
if you listen hard enough. The pain, the sadness, the grief, all seems too much
to bear. The pen a refuge, a place I can hide. Nothing can compare, you have no
idea what I think of anything. You say want me to write to get a look inside,
but do you really want to see?
The anger, the hate, the love, the sadness, even I don't
understand all this is. What is happening with this world? How is that 80 year old lady can't even pray without getting shot?
My problems, I thought, would be all that I would
write about, but then you come along and I find myself f
My Fight
Fighting with all I have, tired I become.
Reaching out, I look for someone, finding myself
alone, I think of you and fight all the harder, so that one day I can see your
smile, look into your beautiful eyes, and feel at peace, without pain and
worry.
But I fear this feeling that I have, the feeling that
day will never come and disheartened I falter.
My strength fails and I feel myself slip, now on one I
wonder, Can I make it through this? Through the pain and the sadness? And then
I think of that dream and know that for that dream to have a chance I must
fight, so I throw myself head-first into the fight, my strength renew
Forever in our memories by Shadowrunner309, literature
Literature
Forever in our memories
You have worked so hard to have come so far, but in the end
it doesn't matter where you are in life, but how you lived it. Power, wealth,
and intelligence are all forgotten, but memories of how you were a friend
remain, let your kindness and the love you shared for others echo across the
ages.
--In memory of Colin Hart and Jamie Serich
If an enemy today is a friend tomorrow, does the opposite
hold true? Things used to be so clear, but lost in the confusion I became. Who
will be there to help me?
Never going to pin me down, shifting from place to place, all around
you yet nowhere to be found. Meditating in the dark, pondering life's
mysteries. I have felt the worst feeling, still my bleeding heart beats,
covered by its metal armor, till one comes along who can break it down. I am
the runner in the shadows, and this is my introduction.
I promised... that I would love you, and I do, that I would be there and I was. I
said that I would protect you, that if the world was falling away and I could
save one person, it would be you. I said I would move mountains, hold back the
sea, and fight the masses. I would take a bullet for you, I just never thought it would be from you.
Past, Present, Future by Shadowrunner309, literature
Literature
Past, Present, Future
Past,Present, Future. The Past is useless, you cannot change it, learn from it. The
Future is unknown, you cannot predict it, do not worry about it. The Present is
in your control, make the most of it.
Cast-iron Heart
Cold, hard metal. No longer feeling, no longer beating. What once was warm, now iced over. The steady beating replaced long ago by metallic ticking.
I look the same, but you can see something has changed. The warmth is gone, everything seems to be carefully thought out, calculated, all emotion gone.
Pain? What is pain? Pain has no meaning; I feel nothin
My Expectations and My Tears by Shadowrunner309, literature
Literature
My Expectations and My Tears
My Expectations And My Tears
My heart is heavy as I write this; you can it beating
if you listen hard enough. The pain, the sadness, the grief, all seems too much
to bear. The pen a refuge, a place I can hide. Nothing can compare, you have no
idea what I think of anything. You say want me to write to get a look inside,
but do you really want to see?
The anger, the hate, the love, the sadness, even I don't
understand all this is. What is happening with this world? How is that 80 year old lady can't even pray without getting shot?
My problems, I thought, would be all that I would
write about, but then you come along and I find myself f
My Fight
Fighting with all I have, tired I become.
Reaching out, I look for someone, finding myself
alone, I think of you and fight all the harder, so that one day I can see your
smile, look into your beautiful eyes, and feel at peace, without pain and
worry.
But I fear this feeling that I have, the feeling that
day will never come and disheartened I falter.
My strength fails and I feel myself slip, now on one I
wonder, Can I make it through this? Through the pain and the sadness? And then
I think of that dream and know that for that dream to have a chance I must
fight, so I throw myself head-first into the fight, my strength renew
Forever in our memories by Shadowrunner309, literature
Literature
Forever in our memories
You have worked so hard to have come so far, but in the end
it doesn't matter where you are in life, but how you lived it. Power, wealth,
and intelligence are all forgotten, but memories of how you were a friend
remain, let your kindness and the love you shared for others echo across the
ages.
--In memory of Colin Hart and Jamie Serich
If an enemy today is a friend tomorrow, does the opposite
hold true? Things used to be so clear, but lost in the confusion I became. Who
will be there to help me?
Favourite genre of music: any except for country Favourite photographer: ? Favourite style of art: ? Operating System: vista MP3 player of choice: ipod nano Personal Quote: You have two choices, you can throw in the towel or you can use to wipe the sweat off your face
Favourite Visual Artist
?
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Linkin Park, Nickleback, uhhh alot more that i'm too lazy to put
Well I just came back on for the first time in a little and I was really surprised to find out that InAWorldOfScones had deactivated her account. I honestly feel like I've lost a friend of mine and if anyone out there still speaks to her somehow, let her know that I'm thinking about her. Actually I'm thinking about all of the people I've meet on here lately. I've seen some good, friendly people leave and felt saddened by it. However, it is 5:30 in the morning and I may be rambling on here. Anyways,I'm thinking about you InAWorldOfScones.
This is for everyone who still cares to see if I upload, I've decided to make Cast Iron heart into a series of poems. I'm not sure how many yet but I know I'm going to have cover art made by my brother :Cyowolf: I hope you guys and gals will enjoy them when they come out!
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Well I'm about halfway to my own deadline and the only thing I have is an idea of where I want to take these poems... Time to buckle down!
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Hey gang, I'm finally back from x amount of time break. I hope to start writing again in the near future and get around to all of you that I've been neglecting for so long. I'm sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyy :(
Well my prose derailed about 3 months ago so I've been photgraphy since then (which derailed when I failed digital photgraphy), so not really an issue now XD